Hey Hi Kaidan,
I don’t know if this will reach you
or whether you’ll even want to read it but I needed to send a reply. Seeing you on Horizon shook me up too it hurt but I don’t blame you and I don’t need an apology. I would’ve acted the same damn way had I been standing in your shoes, you know me. I died i still have nightmares but someone decided that it wasn’t my time, that I was still needed and Cerberus? They had the tools and they brought me back I don’t know what or who I am anymore. I don’t understand any of it either but I have to make the best of the second chance I’ve been given, no matter who dealt me this hand. I don’t like them and I certainly don’t trust them I feel like a thousand knives are pointed at my back at every waking hour but the threat is too large. I can’t just ignore this,. I don’t have much time, the Normandy is currently on it’s way to the Omega 4 relay..
….but I needed you to know that
I still love you that I still care, that I’ll always remember the night we shared before Ilos and if when if I return then.. well… who knows.
Take care and be safe, at least one of us needs to grow old.
All my love.
PS. You should go for another drink with the Doctor, live whilst you still can.